季节

hi my lovely single ladies :D
its a season of loneliness, i guess. but in a way, a season filled with warmth from the jimui.
its 12.16 am now. im sitting on my usual work/dining table with 3 layers of clothes on, surfing the net(until i feel extremely guilty) before doing my assignments. after neglecting this blog so much, i think i should do a little something. haha. so here i am, splurging all my thoughts.

there has been alot of heartbreaker and heartbroken stories since the last time i check. why does it always make people feel extremely happy and the next second it might just make you feel like dying? its like ecstacy, its scary. i drank a bottle of wine yesterday, and i msn-ed him the first time after quite a long time. finding excuse for myself to talk to him, just wanna grab some attention. so i told him the cup i customize for us before we brokeup has reached my door step. and as usual, i was being really sporting -_- saying dont worry dont feel bad im just telling you. and also as usual, he said sorry again.

then after a while of chitchatting, he stop replying. sigh, seriously. being friends is that hard? it's not like we had an ugly breakup, so whats the big deal. hmm i hated this, i hated how i still wanted abit of his attention and i hated how he can be so.... ah watever. i dont think i give a damn. haha probably just abit tipsy yesterday.

i clearly know who i missed the most right now. after family, its you guys. jimui sekalian :)